Pessimism or optimism

If there is someone asking myself “are you an optimistic or pessimistic?”I will answer”I am a mix of optimism and pessimism ”. I have worked for seven years after graduating from qiqihaer university.There is no doubt that I am older than my classmates.

I become a pessimistic man when I prepared the postgraduate entrance examination.As you know,our ability of memory getting down while we getting old.I can not remember knowledge well,espically English words. I told myself that I am too old to remember all things, I can not do it!

HoweverI become an optimistic while thinking of my beautiful girlfriend , I should give her a good home and happiness. At that time , I am full of power and passion . I tell myself I must do it , I can do it , I will do it and I will succeed.